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Monthly Archives: October 2005

It has been a terrible month. It’s not about the work I am in now. But I just have this vulnerable feeling. I have this feeling that I am so apart with all my dreams and aspirations. I am very thankful of my job now (Thank You Ethel), but it’s just sad because working as an in-house artist in this company is not my world. There’s nothing to complain about the people, because they are so kind to me. Yes, I’m earning too, but money is not enough to make you feel fulfilled. I am so into advertising. Knowing that Anthony will be working in FCB makes me more desperate these days, yes, I do envy his fortune. But don’t get me wrong here, I’m proud of my dear friend, he truly deserves it, perhaps, he can really make it to top agencies. And for my dear friend Madielyn, she’ll be going to Dubai a couple of weeks from now. I really feel so bad for myself, I feel so left. I didn’t made it to march with my friends on the graduation day and now in our careers I still left behind. I can’t even buy myself a new mobile phone now, or have a girlfriend to talk with on the phone.

But then, I’m still optimistic as I am. Even if I have not reached my goals now, it doesn’t stop me from becoming happy. Just enjoy the present and move on, the past has been done and the future is yet to come. Enjoy every day as if it was your last. Don’t get affected by the situations happened, happening or to happen. Simply ENJOY!

Slide

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it coming
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults 

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah were gonna let it slide 

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you 
Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it 

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh may
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May
Do you wanna get married or run away

And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh may
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh may
Do you wanna get married or run away 
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all