It has been a terrible month. It’s not about the work I am in now. But I just have this vulnerable feeling. I have this feeling that I am so apart with all my dreams and aspirations. I am very thankful of my job now (Thank You Ethel), but it’s just sad because working as an in-house artist in this company is not my world. There’s nothing to complain about the people, because they are so kind to me. Yes, I’m earning too, but money is not enough to make you feel fulfilled. I am so into advertising. Knowing that Anthony will be working in FCB makes me more desperate these days, yes, I do envy his fortune. But don’t get me wrong here, I’m proud of my dear friend, he truly deserves it, perhaps, he can really make it to top agencies. And for my dear friend Madielyn, she’ll be going to Dubai a couple of weeks from now. I really feel so bad for myself, I feel so left. I didn’t made it to march with my friends on the graduation day and now in our careers I still left behind. I can’t even buy myself a new mobile phone now, or have a girlfriend to talk with on the phone.
But then, I’m still optimistic as I am. Even if I have not reached my goals now, it doesn’t stop me from becoming happy. Just enjoy the present and move on, the past has been done and the future is yet to come. Enjoy every day as if it was your last. Don’t get affected by the situations happened, happening or to happen. Simply ENJOY!
Could you whisper in my ear The things you wanna feel I'll give you anything To feel it coming Do you wake up on your own And wonder where you are You live with all your faults I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah were gonna let it slide Don't you love the life you killed The priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned you Don't supposed I'll ever know What it means to be a man Something I can't change I'll live around it I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall Oh may Put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful Oh May Do you wanna get married or run away And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall Oh may Put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful Oh may Do you wanna get married or run away I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all
